thanks. it's not as bad as it sounds. obviously losing my dad was a big deal, but i was not affected badly by the other deaths. my dad was sick for a very long time - i don't think the pandemic made a huge difference there, time-wise.christ dude that's rough, sorry to hear it
the point is that perhaps we're more conscious of the number around us because we're sitting around with too much time on our hands to think about everything - for almost a year already.
thanksShit man, that's a lot to have to take on. I'm really sorry to hear it.