Thats like the time I thought I'd like to be a trucker. Did the whole biz which took forever and got a job and lasted a month.My bro spent years working and also studying from home to eventually get a degree in his field. Less than a year after he got on that career path he quit and is back at his old job. And your post is exactly why. Every day day during lockdown he'd get an email at 16:30 saying "get this done by first thing tomorrow".
It was intergenerationally traumatic. Back on the brush for good...with a new found spring in my step!