jane
Well-Known Member
I cut way back on drinking in the last couple of years, and while I occasionally indulge (like last night, drinking the bar in the Clarence pretty much dry) and I really enjoy it, I very rarely get drunk anymore. I might have a couple of drinks in a week, but I've just gotten used to not boozing, even if I'm in the boozer. I did get pissed as a fucking something something last night, and just kind of found it comical today that I feel like my brain has been replaced with George Best's liver, but that's because I know it's a rarity, and also that it's a consequence of a choice I made to have five cocktails instead of just the one. I won't do it again for ages, and I really, really enjoyed every minute of drinking them, even knowing it was going to wreck my head for the day, which it did.
I've changed the way I socialise. I meet people for coffee or dinner now, rather than necessarily being in the pub. I don't really have any problem socialising sober when other people are drinking because I think I'm just lucky that most of my friends are pretty much the same sober as they are drunk, and I am just as likely to talk shit sober as I am drunk. I tend to go home a bit earlier because I get tired more quickly and I just like to get the hell out of town before the grim spectacle of late night Dublin, but I still have fun. But I also have the luxury of not being from Ireland, and so not coming from a culture where drink is the centre of all life. It's a culture I've adapted to, not one that I've always been immersed in.
I don't really have any advice for you because everyone's experience is different. Just because it's not particularly hard for me doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you because you are finding it hard. Maybe that's advice: just accept that your own conflict/struggle/relationship with boozing is yours alone and try not to compare it with other people's because you could just end up feeling like shit about it. And the more you feel like shit about it, the less you'll see a point in sticking with committing to a healthier life. So try not to beat yourself up, just try to see cutting back on drinking as a really cool favour you're doing for yourself that will make you happier, and that you deserve to be happier and healthier.
I've changed the way I socialise. I meet people for coffee or dinner now, rather than necessarily being in the pub. I don't really have any problem socialising sober when other people are drinking because I think I'm just lucky that most of my friends are pretty much the same sober as they are drunk, and I am just as likely to talk shit sober as I am drunk. I tend to go home a bit earlier because I get tired more quickly and I just like to get the hell out of town before the grim spectacle of late night Dublin, but I still have fun. But I also have the luxury of not being from Ireland, and so not coming from a culture where drink is the centre of all life. It's a culture I've adapted to, not one that I've always been immersed in.
I don't really have any advice for you because everyone's experience is different. Just because it's not particularly hard for me doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you because you are finding it hard. Maybe that's advice: just accept that your own conflict/struggle/relationship with boozing is yours alone and try not to compare it with other people's because you could just end up feeling like shit about it. And the more you feel like shit about it, the less you'll see a point in sticking with committing to a healthier life. So try not to beat yourself up, just try to see cutting back on drinking as a really cool favour you're doing for yourself that will make you happier, and that you deserve to be happier and healthier.