Warning: this post will not make much sense. Jumbled. Random. Thoughts. Do what you will with this thread.
I ordered some DVDs a few weeks back. I’m really not one to collect movies but I wanted to see some things that reminded me of times in the past. A little bit of home, if you will. Something that would make me laugh so hard my stomach would hurt.
These last couple weeks have been grueling. Hiding at home, no internet (which is a good thing because it stops me from sending things that later I’d wished I hadn’t) and I've been almost like in a trance. Monday I watched the entire 3 season of Lost while ironing every piece of clothing I owned from my closet. It was like 16 hours of ironing and watching, what the fuck?
So today:
Beautiful weather.
Mailbox has a package slip.
I count the last bit of change in my wallet and it’s exactly the amount of the coffee I get.
No line at coffee stand.
I was one stamp away from a free coffee on my card and the guy said hello (as if he remembered me) and gave me two stamps, so it ended up being free.
Walking to pick up my package in Parnell Square and a Guinness truck drives by. The two guys in the truck wave and say hello. I wave back.
It’s funny what cheers one up. Packages. Free coffee. Waves from strangers.
So on my walk back I was thinking that maybe I look really good despite feeling like crap. The weather is nice so I wore a dress. Or maybe it's the shiksa effect? I know the term is meant for a non-jewish woman but you’ll get the point. It made me think of someone once saying I didn’t look Irish. Well, I’m not Irish but I still don’t get how someone “looks (or doesn’t for that matter) Irish.” Now maybe it’s because I come from a very small country town and haven’t had many interactions (prior to moving here) with people from other countries to notice subtle differences.
A friend said he could tell while on holiday what people walking down foreign streets were Irish. Can you all do this? Without someone speaking (and sometimes even then) I wouldn’t be able to tell nationalities based on subtle features. It’s not as if I am wearing shorts or a baseball cap, so without talking loudly on my mobile, how would someone know I was American and not Irish?
Maybe I should exploit this more.
I ordered some DVDs a few weeks back. I’m really not one to collect movies but I wanted to see some things that reminded me of times in the past. A little bit of home, if you will. Something that would make me laugh so hard my stomach would hurt.
These last couple weeks have been grueling. Hiding at home, no internet (which is a good thing because it stops me from sending things that later I’d wished I hadn’t) and I've been almost like in a trance. Monday I watched the entire 3 season of Lost while ironing every piece of clothing I owned from my closet. It was like 16 hours of ironing and watching, what the fuck?
So today:
Beautiful weather.
Mailbox has a package slip.
I count the last bit of change in my wallet and it’s exactly the amount of the coffee I get.
No line at coffee stand.
I was one stamp away from a free coffee on my card and the guy said hello (as if he remembered me) and gave me two stamps, so it ended up being free.
Walking to pick up my package in Parnell Square and a Guinness truck drives by. The two guys in the truck wave and say hello. I wave back.
It’s funny what cheers one up. Packages. Free coffee. Waves from strangers.
So on my walk back I was thinking that maybe I look really good despite feeling like crap. The weather is nice so I wore a dress. Or maybe it's the shiksa effect? I know the term is meant for a non-jewish woman but you’ll get the point. It made me think of someone once saying I didn’t look Irish. Well, I’m not Irish but I still don’t get how someone “looks (or doesn’t for that matter) Irish.” Now maybe it’s because I come from a very small country town and haven’t had many interactions (prior to moving here) with people from other countries to notice subtle differences.
A friend said he could tell while on holiday what people walking down foreign streets were Irish. Can you all do this? Without someone speaking (and sometimes even then) I wouldn’t be able to tell nationalities based on subtle features. It’s not as if I am wearing shorts or a baseball cap, so without talking loudly on my mobile, how would someone know I was American and not Irish?
Maybe I should exploit this more.