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Re: Depression
towards the end of last year and start of this year i was suffering from the effects of stress and exhaustion, basically had alot on my plate in work, at home and socially for a few months and then came down with some viral infection and was wiped out mentally and physically and found it really hard to break out of the cycle. blood tests showed my immune system was shot although the doc couldn't diagnose anything specific which only added to the stress. just about had enough energy to drag meself into work and get through the day there and had no energy left the rest of the time. found it really hard to explain how i was feeling to friends and family who i was constantly having to make excuses to. being naturally lazy, but high strung, made it all even harder to explain.
anyways, doc eventually gave me a wee booklet on handling stress and that helped me stop and think about the bigger picture and make the decision to just take it easy and step out of normal hectic everyday life for a while. even just being able to finger stress as the culprit was a big break through and helped others understand too and give me space.
making alot of progress now and what it boils down to is healthy diet, exercise and positive thinking (or at least much less negative thinking). at its worst i felt really dizzy, weak and remote. i made a big effort to cut down on booze and junk food while increasing the amount of healthy foods. then started exercising a bit, not just walking which i'd been doing plenty of but more intense aerobic exercise to really clear out the cobwebs. it was really hard to force myself to get going but the benefits were immediate.
anyways, just thought i should add my 2c here because i and the doc often quetioned if i was depressed or suffering from anxiety attacks but i wasn't. what it came down to was an unhealthy lifestyle essentially. the sort of stuff you can get away with in your early 20's but i certainly found i couldn't keep it up.
towards the end of last year and start of this year i was suffering from the effects of stress and exhaustion, basically had alot on my plate in work, at home and socially for a few months and then came down with some viral infection and was wiped out mentally and physically and found it really hard to break out of the cycle. blood tests showed my immune system was shot although the doc couldn't diagnose anything specific which only added to the stress. just about had enough energy to drag meself into work and get through the day there and had no energy left the rest of the time. found it really hard to explain how i was feeling to friends and family who i was constantly having to make excuses to. being naturally lazy, but high strung, made it all even harder to explain.
anyways, doc eventually gave me a wee booklet on handling stress and that helped me stop and think about the bigger picture and make the decision to just take it easy and step out of normal hectic everyday life for a while. even just being able to finger stress as the culprit was a big break through and helped others understand too and give me space.
making alot of progress now and what it boils down to is healthy diet, exercise and positive thinking (or at least much less negative thinking). at its worst i felt really dizzy, weak and remote. i made a big effort to cut down on booze and junk food while increasing the amount of healthy foods. then started exercising a bit, not just walking which i'd been doing plenty of but more intense aerobic exercise to really clear out the cobwebs. it was really hard to force myself to get going but the benefits were immediate.
anyways, just thought i should add my 2c here because i and the doc often quetioned if i was depressed or suffering from anxiety attacks but i wasn't. what it came down to was an unhealthy lifestyle essentially. the sort of stuff you can get away with in your early 20's but i certainly found i couldn't keep it up.