I can relate to the article. I do lots of things because they're good for me or my family rather than because I like doing them (e.g. exercise, cleaning the house, working). Some things that I really enjoyed in my youth I hardly ever get to do now, because I'm older and I have responsibilities and just way less space in my life for that shit (e.g. drugs, dancing in the disco, being spontaneous). Also the generation above me is dying off now, and I'm very conscious of my own mortality. Sometimes I feel I can't help but feel like I'm licking the last bit of sauce off the bones of the meal that has been my lifeno idea where that hombre was coming from