queens and egos (1 Viewer)

[Ex-User (252)]

happy says:
do you fear the future?

Cock Alert says:
no. maybe.

happy says:
or simply the reaper?

happy says:
what aspects of the future scare you most as a young man in his prime?

Cock Alert says:
i was walking home last night, and i happened to see into someones front room, you know, the curtains were open, the 60 watt bulb was on....

Cock Alert says:
there was this bloke and bird and they were sorting washing or something in this room with white walls and no pictures...

Cock Alert says:
and it was depressing...

Cock Alert says:
other peoples lives are depressing

happy says:
i think i know what you mean

happy says:
the day i find myself wandering around supqerquin on a saturday morning with the missus and 4 nippers pulling out of me and me wearing the matching silky tracksuit as the wan ... the old tooter comes out, know what i mean?

happy says:
is it just you think you might fall into that trap easily?

happy says:
i think you might secretly want it

happy says:
it's safe and has no surprises

happy says:
except when you come home early one day and find her fucking the washing ...

Cock Alert says:
aye.. but i could picture myself in that room, with no pictures

happy says:
that's when you need to start going to the gym

Cock Alert says:
the silence, the heating either too warm or too cold

Cock Alert says:
the smell of cooking fat and nappies

happy says:
you know it, you know it's in your heart and it's what you really yearn for

happy says:
all this crap about being in bands and being the best bass player in dublin ... it's just a distraction

Cock Alert says:
no it's not

happy says:
your heart would be content if you knew there was a ride and a plate of chips waiting for you in the evening

Cock Alert says:
the sitting rooms that are never used, the sound of the clock. tick fucking tock. your life slipping away.

happy says:
and some clean nappies

happy says:
the good delf? the fancy knives and forks? they're so fancy that no one is ever good enough the wannart them being taken our? like you're spending your whole life waiting for someone important to come to dinner... maybe jesus will come and then the boringness will go away because he'll take us to heaven and all that...

happy says:
and the woman you wake up beside, sometimes her head look just like a pillow and inspires as much hip action as same

happy says:
and the little yous, running around, stealing your special time, the time when you get to think about what might have been ...

happy says:
until you just give up imagining...

Cock Alert says:
the tv is too loud, and ssaying nothing. coronation street, brookside, equally lost individuals with the arrogance of televison, propels us on. live in other peoples facile, limp lives.

happy says:
so how you planning on beating this?

happy says:
hang on, i bet i know

Cock Alert says:
how?

happy says:
you're going to hook up with this girl who's 'different'...

Cock Alert says:
i'm gonna marry a rich slag

happy says:
somehow different that all the rest, she'll understand you and together, you'll help eachother reach your goals

Cock Alert says:
i'm gonna leave thsi stinking place, live in pension in paris

happy says:
and you won't get caught up in the money/children trap

Cock Alert says:
sure the situations are the same, but at least i can't understand them

Cock Alert says:
i'll work in a bistro peeling potatoes, slicing lemons,

happy says:
that's not bad actually

happy says:
i have a similar plan but mine invloves southern italy

Cock Alert says:
i'll eat ergot fungus and sip on absinthe

happy says:
there's something about the weather and the general hotness of people there that appeals to me

happy says:
can i call up to you in paris some time and we'll laugh about how we used to dream about avoiding all this crap?

happy says:
and drink some wine? some cheap red wine?

Cock Alert says:
yeah, we'll sit outside a cafe in montmatre, under teh shade of the awning,

Cock Alert says:
pretty girls pass us by and don't evcen pause for a nanosecond,

Cock Alert says:
two nobodies, sipping wine, cradling smokes in the crook of a finger, remembering how it used to be,

happy says:
what age will we be?

happy says:
because i think i will always be attractive to the opposite sex

happy says:
men get handsomer with age

happy says:
girlie's boobs just sag

Cock Alert says:
our faces will be lines and intereesting alright,

Cock Alert says:
but we won't want to noticed anymore...

happy says:
oh ... you sure about that? we'll have been living in the sun and eating olives and drinking red wine ... our willies will be more active then than ever before...

Cock Alert says:
you maybe

Cock Alert says:
i'll be living over a brothel

happy says:
but what about love?

happy says:
will there be only needs in your heart by then?

Cock Alert says:
i'll write my books and live in my drain, spurning hollywood and gilded cages

happy says:
or will you have a 'queen' who you'll always stick by and live with but you can fuck whoever you like?

Cock Alert says:
maybe there'll be a love in the past

Cock Alert says:
but i'll just have my whores

happy says:
why you so sure the love won't last?

happy says:
the queen thing sounds good buh...

Cock Alert says:
i might still be in love, just alone

happy says:
i know a few people who actually live like that ... they have a long-term girlfriend who they 'love deeply' but when they're away from home, the put out...

happy says:
but the gerrils they see away from home, it's just sex, sex with people they wouldn't be able to have otherwise

Cock Alert says:
ah yeah, i'll be doing my bit

Cock Alert says:
but she'll come over to paris and stay in the hilton and stoke my brow and beg me to come home

happy says:
it's gotta be an ego thing but they understand the ego and wholeheartedly accept and embrace it

Cock Alert says:
ah yeah

happy says:
it's kinda sweet but their 'queens' ain't aware of this 'deal' they have going with themselves

Cock Alert says:
it takes some kind of ego to waste the kind of talent i have with the booze and the whores.

happy says:
but do they need to know?

Cock Alert says:
know what?

Cock Alert says:
about the whoring?

Cock Alert says:
i'm not sneaking around like a schoolboy

happy says:
who knows ... this way, the guy is happy, his ego is satisfied and if his 'queen' wasn't happy or he wasn't keeping her happy 'enough', then she'd just split, right?

happy says:
maybe it's not about being a schoolboy

happy says:
maybe we're not really meant to be with just one person ... i mean who made that rule up? god? i bet he had loads o' gerrils in his day

Cock Alert says:
ah yeah, but there is an alternative

Cock Alert says:
parisian alcohism

 

[Ex-User (252)]

Cock Alert says:
alcoholism, even

happy says:
you think paris is the answer to everything

happy says:
but i do like the way the streets are so wide there

Cock Alert says:
maybe

Cock Alert says:
i like the whores

happy says:
your lungs can breathe properly when you walk down the dtreet because it feels like there's enough air

Cock Alert says:
yeah

happy says:
you know what i mean? like really?

Cock Alert says:
i like the way it's big, big enough to spend hours wandering with out seeming to leave the epicentre

happy says:
yeah, you know what i mean

happy says:
it's really relaxing, just walking around, you could almost fall asleep ... just walking around ... asleep.

happy says:
one things takes away from it for me though... the little bits of gold paint on the white statues

Cock Alert says:
ah yeah

Cock Alert says:
what?

happy says:
like everything there is beautiful

happy says:
you know what i mean?

Cock Alert says:
of course baby

Cock Alert says:
it's the perfect place to destroy yourself

happy says:
why all the destroy and the knowing the love won't work...

happy says:
you're not even 30, what the fuck is wrong with you?

Cock Alert says:
what's wrong with me?

Cock Alert says:
dunno.

happy says:
it's not normal you know ... the expect this will be your future...

happy says:
what made you this way?

Cock Alert says:
it's like kafkas terror of art

happy says:
i'm nor familiar with this ... enlighten me or whatever

Cock Alert says:
it's like all them artists with the fear, pollock and miller and them.

Cock Alert says:
the fear.

happy says:
fear of what?

Cock Alert says:
not sure.

Cock Alert says:
part of the fear is never understanding the fear.

happy says:
like when i smoke too much doobie? that fear?

Cock Alert says:
fear of failure, fear of success, fear of imtamcy, fear of lonliness

happy says:
those guys just sound like pussies to me

happy says:
i mean, what the fuck is up with that shit?

happy says:
fear of intimacy?

happy says:
fear of success?

happy says:
bleedin bum busters!

Cock Alert says:
oh yeah. the pressues

Cock Alert says:
like the pressure of being successful

happy says:
what pressure? in that you have to continue to be successful?

happy says:
like if you make a nice picture, great. if you don't make any more nice ones, too bad ... go and have a wank or something...

happy says:
and you're telling me you have this 'fear'?

Cock Alert says:
oh yeah. fear of greatness.

Cock Alert says:
don't you ?

happy says:
fear of greatness? i AM great. and i'm happy with it...

happy says:
do you think you're not great? you think there's other better than you out there? or is it just what the general public think is great ... because they don't have a fucking clue as you well know...

Cock Alert says:
you don't suffer nearly enough

happy says:
because i'm not a pussy...

 

[Beanstalk]

Stick all these conversations together...publish them...make millions...pure gold.


It could be the next Blair Witch project.

 

[Alex]

Happy this is actually beautiful.

I think it would do also a great play if you put it into a context.

A few months ago I saw something similar in The Cript (Dublin Castle). Its aim was to make people aware of the *true* American way of life as opposite to what you see on TV.... it was brilliant. This thread gave me the same feeling, I think it's a mirror of this dark side of Ireland that, believe me, not everybody knows.
Abroad Ireland is seen just as happyness, drunken nights and celtic music... you *must* do something with this stuff, it can't go wasted

 

[egg_]

Then the time comes when you know
none of your promise will be fulfilled;
the saving roles luck, fame, deliverance
from your job were meant to play ...
You will slave on till pension day,
eluded by advancement, satisfaction, wealth.
In your head, some plangent melody repeats;
in your mind's eye, a preview of your part
as walk-on stoic, accepting failure in good
heart, battling home aginst the wind
this night the same as the last.

(Then the Time Comes
By Dennis O'Driscoll)

 

[kstop]

well that's me depressed

 

[Rimbaud]

A new insight into the whole topic of `thinking with your cock`..

"Cock Alert says:
it's like all them artists with the fear, pollock and miller and them.

Cock Alert says:
the fear.

happy says:
fear of what?

Cock Alert says:
not sure.

Cock Alert says:
part of the fear is never understanding the fear. "

I`m lost here though...Miller`s fear of being what?Too good at doing certain things?

Has to be the most interesting thing i`ve read on this board in ages....Cheers.

 

[Hector Grey]

Re: A new insight into the whole topic of `thinking with your cock`..

Originally posted by Rimbaud
"Cock Alert says:
it's like all them artists with the fear, pollock and miller and them.

Cock Alert says:
the fear.

happy says:
fear of what?

Cock Alert says:
not sure.

Cock Alert says:
part of the fear is never understanding the fear. "

I`m lost here though...Miller`s fear of being what?Too good at doing certain things?

Has to be the most interesting thing i`ve read on this board in ages....Cheers.

which miller you thinking of?

 

[silo]

like, arthur or genuine draft?

or, to put it another way, can a beer have the fear?

 

[Hector Grey]

Originally posted by silo
like, arthur or genuine draft?

or, to put it another way, can a beer have the fear?

well it's obviously glenn miller, rite?

 

[sarah]

Originally posted by Hector Grey


well it's obviously glenn miller, rite?

what about arthur miller??

or has something just gone over me head again??

 

[Hector Grey]

Originally posted by sarah


what about arthur miller??

or has something just gone over me head again??

fucks sake, i meant henry miller, okay. can we get on with our lives?

 

[Pantone247]

Originally posted by Hector Grey


well it's obviously glenn miller, rite?

you sure its not Windy Miller....

 

[Hector Grey]

that's the fear right there.

 

[Rimbaud]

The main man HENRY MILLER - He wrote a book about me(Rimbaud) , you know?....
Anyway..he was practically exiled from America and based himself in Paris - As he could get published in europe withouth much trouble.

 

[egg_]

Henry Miller wrote a cracking book called Sexus that made me very horny indeed

 

[Rimbaud]

the fear..

He had everything, including a wife and mistress.
Maybe the fear of losing everything that people acheive?

Hell, i don`t know...

 

[sarah]

Originally posted by egg_
Henry Miller wrote a cracking book called Sexus that made me very horny indeed

Wow a book that made a guy horny.......
what literature has achieved is incredible.

my respect to Henry miller.|..|

 

[billygannon]

Originally posted by sarah



Wow a book that made a guy horny.......
what literature has achieved is incredible.

my respect to Henry miller

Ahem....


I'm feeling a little hot under the collar after reading Happy's dialogue...

 

[egg_]

Originally posted by sarah
Wow a book that made a guy horny...

Works for women too. And stimulates the mind ... prose like fireworks