- Oct 16, 2006
- there on the stairs
Aw I was just having a pity party last night, things could be worse financially, I just get so fucking stressed about having to juggle money all the time, I wish I didn't have to think about it so much! Healthwise am still kicking the can down the road, I've been living with this for five years all in, two years at stage IV. Am not curable but hopefully I can keep going for a good while. Am physically ok at them moment but the drugs I'm on have a good few side effects, physically and mentally too. I'm kind of afraid to look for work in case I get tied up in something and get ill again, I worked while on chemo four years ago and it was a fucking crap buzz.It sounds tough as fuck.
How is your treatment? And what's the outlook?
I had a friend just have the cancer bomb dropped on them and chemo starts next week. It's wrenching.
Can you do sneaky work under the table?